ORIGIN AND CHILDHOOD OF GOD

 

Eternity, Infinity and God were born together. It did not came to happen “a Before and an After”. Neither the three members of the Uncreated Trilogy were born in the way we humans understand the fact of “being born”. Could Infinity have a father? And what mother could we assigned to Eternity? What date of birth would we write on God’s family book? Eternity is God’s home; Infinity, His Motherland.

That was God’s world. Uncreation had not beginning. No matter where God set His eyes there was a shining Horizon where new galaxies were taking form and filling the stage left empty by galaxies already gone.

Uncreation had been there from ever. God did not remember another “cosmic state” before it. Before Creation is Uncreation, before Uncreation there has been no other cosmic reality.

 

II

THE INCREATION

 

Infinity, Eternity and God were the members of the Uncreated Cosmic Trilogy. Everything that happened, everything that flowed, life and death of worlds, birth, and rebirth of galaxies, it had always been that way. Death reducing to dust everything, the bird of life always coming back. The leaves of the Tree of life fell off when the wind of Death blew, its branches remained bare, fragile in their nakedness, but Life came back and dressed again the Three to give more beautiful, splendid and generous fruits : Worlds full of living creatures evolving from the very simple form of life to the intelligent form.

And God, He loved Infinity and Eternity. For Him Infinity and Eternity were father and mother; God was for Infinity and Eternity the Metaphysical Reason for maintaining the Cosmos in constant motion.

Now, how would it be possible for us to read the Memory of the One who was the Reason, the Cause, and Sense of the existence of everything? How to calculate the number of the universes God knew and enjoyed and left behind during a Life-Time equal to Eternity? Or how to figure out God’s Feeling and Thinking the day after every single universe gave way to the next coming on stage?

Where to go, where to stay? What a thought! Where the wind blows, and the light of the dawn of a new universe announces the birth of a new world, towards the borders of the Universe, where Adventure makes the rounds.

The most beautiful day it is the one about to come, the most beautiful thing to see is the one you haven’t seen yet. Hear the Sun singing magic songs! God is hitting the wings of Infinity to a faraway Universe, He rests on the bank of the river of Life, He look at the horizon and smiles because on the high tops of the distant cosmic mountains He has discovered a New World.

How to reject the Invitation of Wisdom to participate in the Adventure! God loves to let Himself go, get involved in History. How many Universal Histories did God live? how many times did God play the Morning Star in the Book of the Worlds?

Uncreation was the Childhood of God; a Childhood which had not Beginning, but it was going to have an End.

 

III

WISDOM, THE UNCREATED FORCE

 

Let me put you in the shoes of God.

Your Cosmos has no borders, there is no frontiers for your Power to sail the ocean of the galaxies and their universes, you are Indestructible, your Word is Magic; Matter, Space and Time are at your feet, you have just to open your mouth, and so it is, so it comes to happen. No one knows how you do it, not even you, it is your Power, and your Power is in your Word. Your Word is God. You are God. Infinity and Eternity is One Thing with you. The Force that moves everything does it for you, you are its Metaphysical cause, and everything that happens takes place around you because your Heart is the source of that Uncreated Force’s Inspiration.

You love your Life, you love Eternity and Infinity, and you love that Force in whose hands are Matter, Space and Time. Every new World and Universe that that Force creates it is created because you, and every new world and universe is a new challenge to your imagination and desire. You never live twice the same story. Every world is a different chapter, and every chapter is a new book, and every new book has the same author, Wisdom. Yes, you have given a name to that Force, you call it Wisdom.

Wisdom is always with you, Wisdom is always around you, Wisdom is everywhere for you, Eternity and Infinity are Father and Mother to Wisdom, and through Wisdom Love comes to you, and your Love is spread everywhere by Wisdom. The world love God, the supreme aspiration of the universe is to be the Book where the Morning Star of the Uncreation will come and shine upon its pages His Light.

You love Life, you love the World, Love is a river flowing in two directions, from you to Life, from Life to you. Until one day…

 

IV

IMMORTALITY FOR ALL

 

One day awoke in the heart of God a Wonderful Desire. Yes, He had a Divine Desire. And this Desire carried in its core the essence of the Heart in which it was born.

As time passed by, Life gave way to the waves of Death, and like castles in the sands when the tide comes up, the worlds and their trees of life, simply, disappeared. All the creatures disappeared from the face of the Uncreated Cosmos like water between the fingers of time. Such was the destiny of all the worlds. It had been always so. Life and Death were part of the uncreated cosmological system. Only God was indestructible, only God remained when the worlds began their way to God’s Memory. Wisdom turned the page of the Book of the Uncreation and God moved on to the new chapter. There was nothing God could do about it. Life and Death were the two faces of the same head, so to speak, Forces of the same System. There was not struggle between both Forces. Life and Death were the two arms of the same body, and this Body was Wisdom’s. The Idea of Immortality was nowhere to be found, it did not enter in the Mind of the Worlds. Mortal Life was the soul of Nature. And not existing between Life and Death any struggle the Worlds reached their Aspiration, to be God’s playground companions, and through Him they reached Eternity and Infinity.

But then, one day, it came to happen this : God thought, Would it be not wonderful that all the creatures enjoy life forever? Yes, Immortality for All!

This was the dream, God’s Dream. First it was just an idea. And like a grain under the rain which one day breaks through the soil and begin to grow beneath the sunlight, to become a tree, the most great among the forest’s trees, this same way that little Idea began to hold on to God’s Heart with so much intensity that in His Passion God could see with wide-open eyes this New Universe turning into a Paradise inhabited by worlds without number. Worlds from throughout the Cosmos sharing everything in a Universe plenty of happiness. Clusters of Nations flying the blue sky; red forests full with magic creatures; planets riding the free train of History. And the Spirit of God running and flying with them, opening for them new horizons, drawing for them new routes through the stars.

IMMORTALITY FOR ALL! This was the Wonderful Desire that grew in the Heart of God.

The question was : Could God’s Desire made it through? Could Wisdom make God’s Desire come through? Could the Daughter of Infinity and Eternity dress with Immortality all the living creatures?

Well, I tell you what, God did not have any Doubt on the subject. God’s Faith in the Power of Infinity and Eternity’s Wisdom to surpass the challenge, creation of Immortal Life, was Absolute! He had not Doubt about it. Once He had made up His Mind, and His Heart could not find satisfaction in Mortal Life anymore, there was nothing to be spoken about it, He wanted Immortality for All, and that was the end of it. How Wisdom, the Uncreated Force, Mother of Cosmic Motion, would conquer this Challenge, He did not think of it;  He wanted to think on it neither. He was going to make it happen. He was God, His Word was God, He had but to open His Mouth and make it happen. He wanted the Worlds to Live Forever, to be there when He came back from His journeys through the Land of the Galaxies, have friends, call them by their names, brothers in Life, His People, He will be their God, their Shield, their Fortress, their Home. He did not wanted them to live in His Memory, but to live Forever, to fill the Universe with their noisy existence and joy, to look at Him in the eyes and see the River of Love flowing Forever from Him to them and from them to Him. And He would not stop until this Dream of His Heart became the Reality of the Universe.

But what consequences would bring into the Cosmic System such a transformation of the of the Uncreation System? Immortality means the end of Mortality, and the end of Mortality means the extinction of the Power of Death. And yet, Life and Death are Uncreated Forces, the two faces of the same Head, the two arms of the same Body. How could such a separation in the realm of the Body of the Uncreation itself take place without provoking, in the Uncreated Cosmic Force a Universal state of Chaos?

Well, God did not go through this process of thinking. He wanted Immortality for All, and here ended any thought on the subject. Let’s then follow Him through the Next Age of His Life : God’s Adolescence.

 

V

 KING OF KINGS, LORD OF LORDS

 

How could we understand, imagine, or simply recreate what God went through from that day on? Let’s give it a try.

An extraordinary, wonderful Supreme Being rises in the Land of the Galaxies with the intention to unite all the worlds into a single and unique Universal Civilization born to overcome all kind of problems, and to Live Forever. God Himself leads the Worlds to the shores of Immortality. He becomes the Head of this Cosmic Empire by Himself founded. He leads, He unites, He teach the Worlds to enjoy the wonders of the universe, He gives then a Common Civilization, the realm of the stars are their Common Land and Kingdom.

And thus the History of the Empire of God began. God was young and wild. He did not see mountains high enough to stop Him reaching the valley on the other side. He did not think of seas deep enough to make Him feel fear of sinking in a bottomless abyss. He did not find distances wide enough to make Him shiver with the idea of dying in the middle of nowhere. His Will was Omnipotent. When He makes His mind nothing can stop Him. He knew not what the Doubt was. The Daughter of Eternity and Infinity would dry the bottomless seas for Him to walk feet naked, and low the high mountains for Him to cross through flat valleys, and shorten the distances for Him to spread His arms and get what He wanted it most.

With this faith in His heart God opened roads between the stars and doors between the constellations, discovered new worlds and extended His Scepter on their civilizations, He gave them kings to rule in His Name their worlds according the Universal Constitution He wrote for them all. One by one He directed their technological evolutions, integrated all the kingdoms in an Empire and united them to his Crown. He became part of the United World of the Uncreation as King of kings and Lord of lords. His Power was in His Word. His Word was God; He was Everybody’s God.

And with Time on His side God’s First Empire extended its borders to the most remote skies.

Yeah, how to draw in the linen cloth of our imagination the properties and the nature of such a Universal Civilization? As time passed by, what a Library! Wisdom, the Daughter of Eternity and Infinity, beautiful, loving and cheer, from His luminous throne extended her protection and intelligence over all the worlds, and in all the things her wonderful soul was moving everything with only one intention: show to God the laws of the Science of Creation.

The People of God’s First Empire had a single worry in life, enjoy the time they had been granted. Life was beautiful, magnificent. Time was ephemeral though. As a springtime cloud weeping the death of May, and a river trembling before an ocean of insatiable thirst, souls felt sad before the idea of passing away. The Idea of Immortality has entered in their minds and taken their hearts. And with it the pain of the last hug, the loss of a friend, the sorrow in the last breathe. O Lord!, the tender bye of a soul vanishing in the mists of its innocence, sending you blessings for its wonderful days, for the opportunity of knowing you, for having made its life a history worthy to be lived. O Lord!, the moaning of the rose upon its petals dying under the storm. The announcement of the end of the perfect happiness ... written in blood, a future without defenses against the arrow calling all souls to eternal silence. It pierces the flesh, straight to the heart, O my soul!

 

VI

THE DAY DEATH DECLARED WAR ON GOD

 

Yes, Death woke up of its lethargy and claimed for herself crown and scepter. I mean, if you are told that the One cannot make His Desire come through, what would you say?

Well, if you are wise or simply you love wisdom you will answer yourself that God’s Desire, Immortality, implied a structural revolution, and soon or later God had to face the fact of the world revolution He had set in motion. But if you are of those who always choose the easiest way and let someone else decide for yourself, you will answer yourself that being a fact that for a True God there is nothing impossible, well, God... was... not... God!

And this is exactly what came to happen. As time went on and God was advancing towards the last phase of His project - Immortality for all- Death struck with Doubt. And the Doubt gave birth to World War.

While the individual was born to die, and Immortality did not enter the formal structure of logic, Life did not threat Death. But when the individual discovered that the possibility of Immortality existed, the idea to live forever and the fact of having to die irremediably, it caused a shock. “Then if He is True God, and to a True God nothing can be denied because for Him everything is possible, how is it that wishing us Immortality we see us enslaved to Death?” some asked themselves.

This logical question, so rational, became the culture broth where the Doubt developed. And the Doubt led to the Denial of the existence of God. And in the meat of that Denial the virus of the War was incubated. Not being the King of kings and Lord of lords of the Empire “the true God”, surely there would be some way to destroy Him. The only thing needed ... the right weapon.

 

VII

THE TREE OF THE SCIENCE OF GOOD AND EVIL

 

That Cosmic War took place long time before God began the creation of our Universe. It had origin in the Doubt, and the Doubt led all the worlds to total destruction.

God faced Death for the first time. Those who denied He was God, they discovered the Science of good and evil, the Science of Destruction,  ate their fruit: War, and they loved it!

Those who chose Truth, they understood the Nature of the conflict between Life and Death created by the Desire of God, and how it was affecting the structure of the Universal Reality.

Useless to say when God discovered what was going on He could not see a bit of sense in the whole matter.

He wasn’t “True God”? How was it possible that a soul born to be a bit of Time dared to declare War on His Kingdom? This madness was the final effect of the Science of the Good and Evil?

 

VIII

 THE END OF GOD’S FIRST EMPIRE

 

In the beginning War was like a summertime fire. You run, you fight it back; you have made it, but a moment later the fire is back.

God realized that the Violence coming out of the opposition between Good and Evil grows in geometric progression.

You haven’t finished one War when another War is born somewhere else. You go for it, but the geometric progression follows its course. Other wars are born here and there. You run and you conquer your enemies, but further on in the distance new wars are coming on. And it comes a day when the geometric progression is surrounding the whole field: it’s Hell!

And Hell is destroying everything you have made with your hands. You don’t want it, but soon or later you will be in the core of a total war battlefield, and Hell won’t stop until you kneel.

What about the Worlds?

 Dust on the wind!

This is how the Empire that had God by Founder and King of kings perished in the war of its own apocalypse. And so it ended the Adolescence of God. The child, a dreamer, gave way to the young, a warrior.

Now what?

 

 

IX

THE SCIENCE OF CREATION

 

Love for Life was the oyster between whose arms grew the pearl of Immortality for all. And God nursed this pearl with so much pleasure and innocence that He could not see or imagine the consequences by His desire brought upon the entire structure of the uncreated cosmic reality.

But He was serious. He meant Immortality for all. And on the way He had wonderful days.

Ignorance said that a true God can’t move, or interact with Space and Time because a true God is an Absolute Being. And lot of more crazy things. God had been with them all the time and now they came with those theologies, which were nothing else but chains to enslave people to Ignorance.

As a matter of fact while the War Lovers made up their minds about what a True God got to be, God looked at Himself and the more they picture out what a True God got to be, the more He knew Himself. And on the other hand the harder the War Lovers wanted to find the final weapon to destroy the King with, the deeper God learned the nature of the forces moving the Universe.

What is there left to say? The Empire sunk. Looking for the weapon to destroy Him they ended up destroying themselves. And there was nothing God could do about it. His First Empire was reduced to ashes.

War devoured every world, every bit of life. The Science of God and Evil dragged down to Hell the work of His Hands.

Yeah, He could see with His eyes destruction everywhere. It was a story written in the wall. He fought hard to wash the words off. But honest to hell, in vain.

God understood: Immortality means indestructibility. He had to become the Creator, the Origin of the Universe wherein Life would break through. The Uncreation had to die.

 

X

GOD’S SPIRIT OF INTELLIGENCE

 

God loves Wisdom from the very Beginning He realized Her Nature. For the Sweet Daughter of Eternity and Infinity, God was Her Lord. Whatever He wanted or dreamed with He only had to open His mouth, say it and She would make for Him anything. God was Her fountain of inspiration. It was in His heart and Mind where the Sweet Daughter of Infinity and Eternity had Her factory of projects. But Immortality was out of reach to Wisdom’s Power.

Before God saw the End, long before Death conceived War, the Sweet Daughter of Eternity and Infinity had already seen the field of destruction Her Lord would walk through. And as She saw Hell coming She articulated the throat of her creatures to speak words of Science to Her Lord. The day After, She would find Her Lord with all the secrets of the Science of Creation in His Hands.

And so it was done. Space, Time and Matter became a University Classroom for an Intelligence ready to hold the keys of the Creation of Galaxies and the secrets of the Creation of the Tree of Life. She taught Her Lord how to create a galaxy, how to create a star cluster, how to articulate constellations and form molecular walls with, how to lock up star clouds inside a gravitational sea, how to create a galactic mountain ranges from whose summits rivers of star make their way to the coasts of a New Universe. She taught Him how to cultivate the Tree of the Life and how to lead the Force of Evolution through a chosen branch, and how to relate Nature with Life.

Wisdom guided God from the core of the atoms to the nucleus of the stars. She taught God to catch a cosmic ray beam; to manipulate a field of creative energy, and the laws running the relation between matter and energy. Yeah, Wisdom made God ride the light. Under Her eyes God accelerated the pulse of a star to the limit, doubled the density of its gravitational field and He saw with His eyes the changes.

He learned everything about the forces ruling the birth, growth and evolution of the universes.

And as time passed by God knew Himself better and better. He understood that “God is Energy”.

His knowledge about matter and energy completed, Wisdom opened for Him the door of the creation of life. What conditions are to be created to cultivate this species or that other? Which are the processes to direct in a defined direction and not in another the Vital Force?

Under the method of the experimentation God created new worlds. And finally, God reached His goal. Creation of Immortal Life.

But when His Intelligence had conquered the final horizon, creation of Life at His Image, it came to pass...

 

XI

THE QUEST FOR YOU-GOD

 

Yes, the thought on the existence of someone of His Kind, “born” God, somewhere out there in the infinite spaces, this thought found its way into God’s Mind.

While He was working the dominion of the Science of Creation, this thought was just one sporadic idea crossing His Spirit. But as time passed this thought became as omnipotent as His Intelligence.

Was He the Only True God to be found throughout Infinity?

How could He know for certain that He was “the Only One”? It might be Another out there, and He could be, right then, falling into the same feeling He was already going through.

He had never thought about meeting His Equal; He always thought of Himself as the Unique Member of his Family. Infinity and Eternity were Brother and Sister to Him. And if He felt calling somebody Wife it was to Wisdom, the Uncreated Force moving everything for His sake.

And now, there was nothing that could get out of His mind this Thought about somewhere out there Someone waiting for Him to come, “His Brother”.

As a matter of fact there was only one way to find it out.

 

XII

THE JOURNEY THROUGH INFINITY

 

There was no way to find the Answer to His Question but leaving behind everything and breaking into the other side of Infinity.

Now again, can we understand what God experienced from that day on to the day He found the answer He was looking for? And what mathematics we will use to calculate the time that this adventure lasted? And where are those fingers born to recreate visions of twelve hundred thousand universes dancing into the heart of a single magic pearl? How would we say God lived this and that? Can we say to the dawn: kiss me? And to the morning star: Give me a hug?

How many sweet emotions will experience the soul who enjoy the love of the Moon and on his wings he sails through liquid crystal dreams in search of the perfect happiness? Are we able to enter inside the mind of a Being who moves at the speed of his thought and whose heart is strong like a myriad of suns?

Knowing that nothing can stop God, the Sweet Daughter of Eternity and Infinity whispered in His ear these words: “You-God, the one you are looking for, my Lord, is in yourself”.

But the Warrior needed to discover the answer all by Himself.

And there He went out and away. He made His way to the border of His Uncreated Cosmos, and smiling, with the wind of Eternity kissing His hair, His legs strong like columns holding the highest ceiling, His eyes shining of emotion, the True God, the Indestructible warrior, the Child of Eternity and Infinity opened His arms and began the conquest of the horizons of Infinity.

 

XIII

THE CREATION OF THE GODS

 

How long did this God’s new Adventure last?

Let me take you to the end of it.

After eternities God found Himself at the top of a Mountain from whose summit He saw finally the truth that He had been looking for. Yes, He was the One and Only True God! Eternity and Infinity knew and had One and only One God; that God was Him, the Lord God. There was not another of His kind whom He could call, “You-God”, my Brother.

Before the Quest He could not understand the words Wisdom said: “The One you are looking for is in yourself”. Now He did. He made His mind and took a final decision: Creation of life at His Image and Likeness.

This is the Origin of the gods who dwells in Heaven. This is the origin of Heaven.

 

XIII

THE DAY GOD CREATED HEAVEN

 

God’s Adolescence was gone. The One who decided to create Life to His Own Image, “gods” from God, wasn’t an “inexperienced” Young Person anymore. Through the entire Process of God’s Intelligence and Creative Power Formation He had gone through, the Conception of Himself has reached its Fullness and Perfection. From the “Desire of Immortality for All” to the “Quest for You-God”, His Heart and His Mind had reached the Answer. Immortal Life could and cannot exist but as Projection of God’s Spirit in the realm of Space, Matter and Time.

The Desire of a Brother still in His Soul, He created for Him a New Universe, a World to be Indestructible. This World would be the Center of the New Universe, the Heart of the New Cosmos He had in Mind. This World would be the Beginning of the Era of Creation. God was to be the Physical Cause of the Motion of the New Universe; this New Universe would spread towards Infinity integrating in its frontiers, as Eternity passed by, Infinity. He would create “the gods” to be His Brother.

Where is this “God’s World”? Where is this “Heaven of Heavens”, this Divine World from which the Three of Life would spread its Seed through the Worlds to be created?

Wherever it is, and we will come back to this subject soon, given its Nature of God’s Home, it was created to be Indestructible. And from this Nature and Soil God created “the gods”, a generation of Creatures to be “Brothers to God”.

As a Brother left in charge of his little brother to raising him by Himself, so did God. He was Him who They knew from Their Birth. The called Him by His Name, “YAVE”, and they were rose as “God’s Brothers”. All but naturally “the gods”, God’s Brothers, have the Power of God. God was there to make their Word : “God”.

God’s joy was completed. He had conquered Immortality and raised Life to His Image. He could not be more Happy and satisfied. But, He was the Creator. From the beginning His Plan was to revolutionize the Cosmic System by transforming Uncreation into Creation. Once He had formed “His Brothers” to His Image, He took His Brothers out of their Motherland and full of creative energy the God of gods began the final revolution: the transformation of the entire cosmic reality into a New Universe born out of His Arm.

God led “the gods” out of Heaven, and in the midst of the land of the galaxies. In front of their eyes He began what only by the True God it could be done.

 

XIV

THE DAY GOD CREATEDF THE BIG BANG

 

The True God showed Himself in His inner uncreated nature to “the gods”, His Brothers, and from the Creator’s Arm rivers of energy sprang and spread throughout every direction around them.

Suddenly all the galaxies turned into light. As a firework night filling the black sky with wonderful games of colors and sounds, same way all the galaxies around God began to be transformed into an amazing game of colorful lights.

I say, there was not a single Big Bang, but many. There was not a single field but waves of energy pushing to the limit the natural transformation by stars made of gravity into light. Here and there the galaxies gathered into clusters and those clusters exploded, creating wonderful lights.

This was the beginning of the Big Bang; the Day God began to transform the Old Cosmos into the New One, a Cosmos created to last Forever.

 

 

XV

THE BIG BANG

 

A creative space-time field is a kind of sand clock. It has a door. The function of this door is to push the process of transformation of gravity into light to the limit. Assuming that this is the natural activity of the stars what a space-time field’s door does it is to accelerate the astrophysical process and reduce the astronomic time life of a star to seconds. The final effect of this acceleration it’s what we call Supernova.

Now, if we project this single effect to a full galaxy you may imagine the incredible “Super-big bang-Nova” coming out.

And if we assume that not all the regions inside a galaxy will follow the same transformation speed the final result would be a light explosion type fireworks. Again, if now we spread this process to a whole entire cosmic region what we will have it’s a firework night show. This is what the gods saw with their eyes the day God created the Big Bang.

 

XVI

THE NEW COSMOS

 

Now we are going to fix our eyes in the process itself. Let’s forget about the whole and let’s concentrate instead our mind on a single part of it. We have a full galaxy transformed into light in a matter of seconds. You may say that the light out of it will spread all over. And so it happens. But the galaxy we have been working with it has seen reduced its time life to minutes. The nature of this field it is the nature we assume for a black hole. Light don’t go out. Instead light fell down and to the center of the field. You may tell me, light falls in the center of the field, and then what?

Well, we have dealt with the nature of a space-time door. Now we have to follow the journey of the light from the door to the center of the sand clock field.

Figure out an object walking a spiral stairs down from top to bottom. Figure out now that every stair the object does its mass gains a certain weight. After ten stairs its weight would be ten times the original weight, isn’t?

Yes, but not so. Let me try to explain myself. Let’s say that the original weight of the thing it was Z. After the first step its final weight will be a mathematical reason, for example, “2”. Now the thing begins a new step. The mathematical reason by which its body grew up from Z to Z2. it is a property of the field, which applies its law on every step of the spiral stair. If “2” means the double of the original weight, we can see that at the end of the second step its final weight will be the double of the weight with which it began this second stair. It is to say, after two stairs the thing will have grown four times. But the most important factor to take notice of it is that while the thing grows its speed does not fall down.

We face the third stair. Let’s imagine that we are the “object”. We have done two stairs only and now we are four time bigger and taller. We can assume that at the end of this third stair we will be not six times bigger, but the double of four times, which means we will be sixteen times bigger than the day we broke through the door of the Big Bang Field.

In the meantime the size of the stairs does not get short and the speed we walk does not slow down. The mathematical reason keeps ruling its kingdom and at the end of the four stairs we will be... two times sixteen bigger?

Wrong, we will be 16X16=236 times bigger. And we have just begun to walk.

Let’s keep going. The mathematical reason hasn’t changed and the speed not comes down. We walk down another step and every time we do it we grow. At the end of this next stair we will be 236X236=55.696 times bigger.

You can imagine all by yourself how big under this rule we will become after an indefinite number of steps. Keep multiplying by yourself the amount given at the end of each step and see yourself what will be your stature and weight after a thousand steps. I guess after some million steps your size will be big enough to allow you to play football with the Sun. Now let’s raise one point higher the image.

Instead of an object walking down the stairs we are going to drive an arrow flying from top to bottom of the spiral stairs under the same law. And instead of stairs we are going to play with three-dimensional cells. You may say that at the end of the journey through one hundred million of cells the arrow would be so many times bigger as the number of stairs it went through. And you are right. Again, if that arrow was a quantum package of light the question is: how many cells inside a space-time field will have to fly a package of light to reach the size of the Sun?

I believe that the mathematical calculations necessary to solve this dilemma will take you awhile, so with your permission I follow ahead.

In the Old Cosmos this process of reproduction of matter required Infinity and Eternity. God transformed this necessity by means of creating a space-time field ruled according the law above. Let’s get back to the idea.

We have seen the door of this space-time field. If you feel more at ease you may called it Big Bang Field. Anyway, right at the other side of the Big Bang Field’s Door the journey of transformation of light into stars begins.

So, by the time the quantum arrow has reached the bottom of the Big Bang Clock, its mass has jumped from the micro to the macro universe. What happens then?

Well, here it takes place what I will call “astrophysical implosion”.

I mean, the process of transformation of energy into matter can’t be going on forever. It comes a moment when the transformation of cosmic energy into astrophysical mass reaches its limits and the star is born. As the transformation of energy into matter can’t be stopped the body transforms the energy into another kind of matter : light.

It is at the bottom of the Big Bang Clock where this astrophysical implosion have place. So, when the journey of the whole waves of light created by a Super Nova Galaxy reach the neck of the space-time field the second part of the Big Bang comes out, and the sky turns, again, into a firework show. The neck of the Big Bang Field turns into a canyon shooting infinite stars, as many as the galaxy born will take for itself into the New Cosmos.

Try to figure out all by yourself the process and projected from one single galaxy to the thousands and thousands of galaxies involved in the Cosmic Transformation by God created, and you will have not a Big Bang, but hundreds, thousands of Big Bangs and all of them created by the Arm of the True God in the same Day.

Had not the Cause of this Super Big Bang Nova chain reaction been God those who were watching the show would have die of fear and terror because the entire universe was breaking and falling deep into the Dark. But instead of fear and terror those who had the amazing chance to be there to see the true God writing an End and a Beginning, they felt incredibly amazed. Tell you why.

The “Super Big Bang Nova” show ended. Where hours before a hurricane was talking with the voice of trillions of Supernovas, the Silence came to reign.

If those who were watching the Creation of the New Cosmos did not know the one true God, they would have felt like falling in the deepest grave. Where hours ago there were millions of galaxies flying like myriads of birds from tree to tree, now, after the first part of the Big Bang Show, there was Nothing.

Yet God did not seem like the one who has made a stupid move and doesn’t know what a hell he has done wrong. No way, while He stared at the gods, His brothers, He had the most wonderful smile in His face. Then the light of the dawn broke and the Second Part of the Super Big Bang Nova Show began.

These things took place the Day God created the Cosmos. As you have figured out God had reduced to the smaller quantity at hand the time and space by the cosmic energy needed to jump from the micro to the macro, this way creating myriads of galaxies into the minimum space and time conceivable, when in the old cosmos reality the same number of galaxies involved in the Creative Big Bang needed infinity and eternity.

Abridging, the main features of the process were:

1-tranformation of universal matter into cosmic energy.

2-elevation of the speed of light to infinity in a space-time field acting like an accelerator of particles.

3-transformation of cosmic matter into astrophysical matter

4-creation of the galaxies, depicting in the open space a firework show.

To maintain forever the expansion of the New Cosmos, God displayed a Surrounding Space-Time Field acting both like a sand clock, the Door-In behaving like a transformer and accelerator, and the Way-Out-Door acting as the Convertor of dynamic energy into stellar matter. And this Outer Frontier in expansion ad infinitum and ad eternum.

 

XVII

THE DAY THE GODS DISCOVERED THE TRUTH

 

It came to happen that what God thought it could never happen. He believed that the day He created the gods, His brothers, the Battle for the search of His companion, His equal, it was won. He gave to the Sons of Heaven the Power of God, which is in His Word. The Sons of Heaven have but to open their mouth and whatever the Word carries so it is done, like some kind of magic. The limit to this Power is in the imagination of the holder. So the more experience the more Power.

We may say that this Magic Age was the Childhood of “the gods”. But God did not create the gods to stay Children forever. The day came to show them the true Nature of the Power of  God. That Day was the Day God created the Super Big Bang Nova Chain Reaction in the Origin of the Creation of the Land of the Galaxies around the Universe that God created to be His World, a World which you may easily identified with the Local Group.

So, when the Show of the Creation of the Land of the Galaxies came to an end, that what He expected never to happen, it did happen.

The gods discovered the Truth. And the Truth was, and it is, that they, “God’s brothers”, are Creatures made out of Clay. There is only One True God.

Love for Life was the Bond between the Creator and His Creation, and from this came that “Feeling of Brotherhood”. The Truth was that there is One and Only True God, “YAVE” (YAHWEH), the Creator of the Land of the Galaxies, the Creator of Heaven and its Universe, the Creator of “the gods”.

This Truth entered in their minds so powerfully that whilst God was at work, the Nature of their own Intelligence led them to discover the Reason in the Origin of their “divinity”. God created them to His Own Image to fill up a vacuum : and this was His Need of a Brother, His Need of YOU-GOD, a Brother in which to see Himself and in which He could read : I GOD; His Equal, His Family, His Soul-Mate in whose company enter in the realm of Creation with full power, and whom at the end of a Work He could look straight at His brother’s eyes and says : “Well, is good, isn’t?”, and receive the natural answer, “Wonderful”.

They could not give Him than answer. Now they knew that soon the One True God was going to look at them with that smile in His eyes, and that they could not give Him that answer from Uncreated God to Uncreated God.

 

XVIII

THE TRAGEDY OF GOD

 

Then, with the fascinating smile of the “creator” who feels great at the end of his work, the True God looked at His Brothers. Then, right there, He found “the gods” on their knees, their heads bowed down and their souls tear apart … because they thought they had failing Him. They could not break Nature’s limits. They were just “His” creatures. They could not exist without Him. Only the True God could feel Home in the heart of Infinity and Eternity.

Eternity and Infinity had just One Lord and One God. Space, Time and Matter move only under the Power of His Word of the Uncreated God.

Yes, suddenly God’s victory was turned into a failure. He could create everything, but He will never enjoy true Love, that Love coming and going from an equal to another equal.

There was not such an “equal” for Him to give Him back the Love He had to give. this Love. God’s future was to be an Idol; His fate, to be the Only One forever and ever.

Eternity was His Prison; Infinity, His jailer.

What was there to love if there was nobody to share with Him the Creation of the New Universe?

The sole vision of the myriads of galaxies flying free was for His own brothers a thread to their lives; how could they be with Him, like Him :  “galactic wanderers” filling with their magic the Horizons?

God had failed Himself!

From the very beginning of His search for His Equal, Wisdom had whispered in His ears the Truth: Eternity and Infinity had but only One True God.

Wisdom never meant to stop God. He had to discover the Truth for Himself. Once God makes his mind there is only one way to change His thought, to let Him find for Himself the answer He’s looking for.

Wisdom could only tell Her Lord the truth : “YOU-GOD is in yourself”.

When He realized this Truth, that He was the Only One True God Eternity and Infinity had known, that Uncreation had no other God, He believed that Wisdom’s riddle was unsealed. He had but to create His Equal. And He put hands at work.

Seeing the gods on their knees, this Feeling of Victory vanished like water through fingers.

Like one who drinks a glorious wine and in his stomach the sweetness of its honey turns into bitter poison, just so God began to feel the bitterness of His failure. He can create a Cosmos in a matter of hours, but YOU-GOD cannot be created. He had been living the illusion of having conquered the impossible : The “Creation of God”. Yet, illusions have a short-time life. Soon or later He had to wake up and see the Truth. He was Alone for ever and ever.

The more He saw of Himself alone for eternal times to come the more He could not handle the idea. And as the poison was taking over His soul, God flew away from the Presence of “the gods”.

 

XX

THE ORIGIN OF THE DARKNESS AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WALLS OF CREATION

 

The Day God thought of Himself with “His Brother, the gods”, celebrating the Creation of the New Cosmos, He found Himself flying deep and deeper into the Land of Infinity and Eternity.

He left His Home and the New Cosmos behind. And the more distances He put between Himself and His brothers the bitter was His pain and His agony, deep. As He flew away, pain and agony were turning into rage.

He went back to the top of the Mountain of Infinity, and up there His entire Being exploded in an all-powerful and omnipotent destructive rage. Why wasn’t He stopped that day He had that dream: Immortality for all?

In His rage He had the feeling that He had been thrown away from the Paradise of His Childhood to be left alone in this Hell. But Silence was all the answer He was given. And this Silence was making Him crazy.

Finally, the Arm that just a Day before had raised waves of creative fields to put an end to the Uncreation Age, that same Omnipotent Arm began to spread waves of antimatter-energy destroying, reducing to dust, the Ancient Uncreated Cosmos.

He was there, on the top of the Mountain of Infinity, that He uttered Words of rage and despair, and gave freeway to the fire in which He was to burn His soul to ashes. If He could not create God, He will destroy God.

Infinity and Eternity had suddenly been turned into a Jail for God.

A Jail?

No!

He was going to drag down Eternity and Infinity with Him into God’s Graveyard. He was going to build the grave for a True God in the heart of the Cemetery where He will bury Infinity and Eternity with Him.

The Creator Arm of the God who has just given Birth to a New Cosmos, a New Cosmos in a winkle of an eye to be turned into a tomb, that same Omnipotent Arm became the source of an All-Powerful Destructive Wave reducing the Old Cosmos to ashes. Like a universe from which suddenly all the energy is disintegrated, this Destructive Wave spread through Infinity converting the Lands of the Old Cosmos into an Abyss covered by dead Matter, the Darkness.

And so the Uncreation was transformed into a Graveyard, a dead land where the débris of infinite galaxies flow in the form of dust and rocks all over an Abyss where no energy remains at all.

 

XXI

THE FATHER, I-GOD, AND THE SON, YOU-GOD

 

Despite this Tragedy, how long will take to a True God to turn Infinity into a Graveyard and Eternity into a ghost?

Will it not take the full Power of a True God to make it?

And anyway, Can be the Indestructible God destroyed by the True God?

This was the riddle. At that moment, while given free way to His Rage and Despair, God did not think about it. He will die in the graveyard for Him built by Eternity and Infinity, but He will take both with Him down to Hell.

All the Matter of the Uncreated Cosmos was destroyed that Day. And Darkness was made.

As to the answer of Time, only God knows how long that Day went on. The Final Truth is that God’s Force began to fall. By the time the Old Cosmos had been reduced to ashes, He fell down; empty of Forces and Desire to keep on living, God closed His eyes and left Himself go. And so He fell down on the Top of the Mountain of Infinity, like someone who was dead.

But how long will it take to a True God in getting back to Himself?

Yes, for how long did God lay without Force and Desire, like a dead, before Wisdom came up and whispered in His ears these Words: “The One you are looking for, my Lord, my Husband, He is in yourself”.

Oh brothers! You, who have been so far away from the Memory of God, listen to me: God opened His eyes. He looked into Wisdom’s Soul, as you and I we can see in the eyes of our beloved ones, He saw what He could not see before.

He had been looking out the One who He’s been always in Himself: His Son!

God, the Creator of the New Cosmos, He raised, stood on His feet, and spreading His arms He said:

“God from God,

Light from Light,

true God from true God,

Uncreated, not created”.

Yes, The One, True God, the God of Infinity and Eternity, the Lord of Wisdom, the Creator of the New Cosmos, He became the Father and the Son:

And the Father gave a Name to the Son: “Jesus, My Son”, He said. And the Son, He said: “Father”.

And the Father took Home the Son. The Father said to the gods: “This is my Beloved Son”.

The “gods” fell on their knees, and worshipped the Son and the Father.

And so Love came back to reign.

Infinity and Eternity resurrected at the feet of the Father and the Son:

“God from God,

Light from Light, true God from true God,

Uncreated not created”.