THE NIGHTMARE

 

Is it people bad by nature? Is it the Syrian Butcher a tyrant by nature or by free will? Is it the Devil damned to Hell because God predestinated him to be so? These are questions from old most important to deal with from the standing mental point of view of a soul caring for the Present, Past and Future of the World. Philosophy and Theology have been dealing with these questions ever since Man became Intelligent Life. This is not the place to analyze one by one the answers that those men from all places and times came up with.

Once upon a time I was one, too, of those who thought that because there is no man born bad by Nature there is hope for the soul of all men.

If you remember, long time ago, once upon a time, there was a man who thought that God will sign Universal Absolution in the day of the Final Judgment. The Church got up and told the man to shut up. He was not right. Talking in that way people would think that the Devil was in the lot.

But what has to do men with the Devil? We’re not talking about the Devil, but about men.

And anyway, what would you give for the sake of Mankind? Would you give your soul to Hell in exchange of Absolution for the entire Human Race? Would you?

These were not mere wandering thoughts crossing my soul and leaving no traces in my mind. If in the beginning it was just an idea, as days passed by I saw that I was being pressed on to say it aloud. Would I offer my soul in exchange for the salvation of the world? Would I?

The question was getting bigger and bigger as time went on. God wanted to know my answer.

It is easy to say YES and keep your life as nothing really happened. But God is no people to be deceived. He is straight with you and want you to be straight with Him. When I called Him, He came up; when I ask Him for, He gave me what I asked for. He showed me His Heart and Mind, like a father to a son. No secret, nothing to hide. I was a young man 21 years old, I had a wonderful future.

I spoke tree languages already. One, the English, I had learned on my own, translating by myself Bod Dylan’s songs with the help of a dictionary. Then I went for a year on the road and when I came back home I could speak good English and I was on my way to master the Language of Shakespeare. French I had learned after many years of school. Spanish is my mother language. I had been tried during a year counting on my own soul's resources. Even so I was virgin in all ways. No drugs, no alcohol, no prostitutes, no tobacco. I was hundred per cent healthy and strong as a rock. God had gave me full access to his Omniscience. Of what else could a young lad be in need to build for himself a brilliant future? I played in a wonderful way my guitar, I was good looking, very talkative, smart and good hearty. The Future was at my feet. I could make happen anything. I could get back to the student's life, conquer few masters, History, Philosophy, Astronomy, Geology. I could be a writer with a marvelous intellectual back-up, and get into the Unification of the Churches Project from a solid stage. Girls were crazy about me too. I had brothers and sisters to care about. And I was just few months away from finishing my military service; I would be twenty-two by then, with a Future to make of my life whatever I wanted to do with it.

And suddenly this question pressing me on, over and over, again and again, day and night. Would you pay your soul to buy Universal Absolution with?

Then is when the Nightmare began. Every night the Nightmare was taking me deeper and deeper into its structure. I began shaking my mind, waking up to get rid of it. Next night the Nightmare was back. Every night more and more powerful. It became a Nightmare so real that I began to fear the hour to go to bed. The Nightmare became so real as the Question : “What say you? Will you exchange your soul for the salvation of the world?”

The answer was “YES”.

“Then, get on that Train”.

I knew He would come to that. I had been trying to hold my answer as much as my soul needed to be sure that the whole process was not an illusion forged in and by my own mind.

Words, you know? What are the words of men? Words is the poison injected to Eve by the Snake. Words is an object for trafficking with, words can take you to power, and help you to kill many. Words can be divine honey, or lethal poison. Words without facts, worth nothing!

“Do you? Get on that train, son”.

How would not my soul fall in that Nightmare time after time? What was waiting for me out there? I would be a deserter from the moment I set a foot on that train. I would be in the blue, no father, no mother, no brothers and sisters, no friends, and all of that brilliant future before my eyes, suddenly, thrown to the fire.

Believe it or not, I set my feet on that train.

The train started to move on, last station, Hell. For 34 four years I have been riding the train to Hell. And all for what? To learn what? That even the most precious soul to the Lord will not buy Absolution for those who want Hell as home?

Can you save the Devil? He doesn’t want to be saved. He had the chance to fight for his own salvation right after his liberation in the year One Thousand After Christ's Birth. Did he? NO! Why? Because he has made his choice. Between Heaven or Hel he had chosen Hell.

Would the Syrian Butcher live in Peace, meaning out of Power, if he had the choice? He had the choice, and he has chosen Hell. He wants the Power of the Tyrant or he will destroy the entire population of Syria. And that’s it.

There is people than doesn’t want to be saved. Though there is a Universal Salvation Hope for Mankind we must count on the Free Will of the people to send God to hell. Your soul, mine, nobody's soul can’t buy Salvation fro those who don't want to be saved.

That there are limits we cannot cross. Our duty to Love is to try as hard as we can, but no one can be forced against his will. Our duty to our soul is to fight the Battle of the Salvation from the inside of the Law of Christ, but those who spit on your face because your Love for the Law of Christ, turn away from them, erase their name from your mind, they don’t exist for you anymore, their souls are away from you. Let God deal with them. Keep your soul for you. That’s the only thing you will carry with you when the Day of the Souls knock on your door.

As citizens of the World, Human Rights is Supreme; but as Citizen of the Kingdom of God, our fellowship is for the sons of God. The Law of Christ is superior to the law of society; a man or woman living exclusively under the law of society is nothing but an animal. The Law of Human Right rules the relation of man before men; the Law of Christ rules the relation of man before God.

I don’t kill because the Law of the humans say so; Human Laws are untrue, they allow Crime to those in power.

I don’t kill because it goes against the Law of Christ. And this Law does not allow exception.

The Law of Equality is Supreme. No one, whether a son of God or a Servant of the Lord, “No one is beyond the Law of Christ”.

You may expose your soul for the love of the entire world or solely for the love of those who you love most. It does not matter. You lose yours and they save not theirs. The only way to save the ones you love is abiding yourself by the Law of Christ, glorifying in your deeds and through your actions the One in whose Hands is the Power to Heal all the Souls and give Absolution. Conquer the Heart of God!

Don’t ride the Train to Hell! Don’t challenge God to rise for you an Exception in the heart of the Law! We all are subjected to the same Law. This Law knows no exception. What will you offer for your soul? How will you buy back your soul?

First, you had done nothing. The only thing you have won out of that deal it is to be the derision of the people, someone on whom to stare as watching a leper. From the greatest heights to the deepest bottom, and for what? Exchange your soul in the name of whom? People who love what they are? How can you turn a snake into a woman when poison is honey for the bitch? How will you make a man from a beast when that man loves to be what he is? You can’t turn water into wine. You can’t walk on waters. Your Intelligence may be open to the Image of God’s, but the Law of Crist is there, always, like the Sun in the sky, like the Moon in the Night, like the Wind in the Earth. You abide by it. The Law of the World is law for animals, the Law of Christ rises you upon a higher stage and dimension. The only Force that can’t put you down it’s you breaking the Law of Christ. Don’t even think about it.

You want the Universal Salvation of the Human Race? YES!

You believe in the Power of the Lord to heal all the souls? YES!

Will you offer your soul for the Salvation of the world? NO!

You don’t have the Power to save the Devil. People is free. Every man and woman can choose where they want to go. You can try to make them see, but you can’t stop them from going wherever they choose.

The Syrian Butcher wants to go to Hell. OK.

The Russian Dictator has chosen the Devil as his idol. OK.

Everyone is free to make his mind and use his Free Will to lead his life and soul to this side of the line or to the other side.

The old discussion on Free Will got no meaning today. The speech of the Calvinist about the people being born to Hell or to Heaven, is Devil’s Speech in our ears.

There is a limit for our power. And, God will not accept the deal. Don’t even try.

I did take the Train to Hell because you. I was 21 years old and I got no one to talk to me like this. And I know my God is Here to spread His Spirit of Intelligence upon the sons of God, children of Christ. And I know that when this happen and the Human Soul jumps from the animal condition to the sons of God's dimension, the greatest inner revolution takes place.

I was under that Inner Revolution and, because, I can talk to you about it. The Greatest Historical Revolution is to be begun. All the Revolutions we, as Civilization, have been through, they have been an exercise previous to the Revolution of the Sons of God. Many among you will be born to the Spirit of Intelligence, Intelligence at the Image of God’s. You will conquer the Global Crisis, and you will discover the Cures for all the infirmities affecting Mankind since the Fall of Adam. You will rise the Society of the Fullness of the Nations under New Basis, and you will lead the XXIst Century straight to the XXIIth along the Path of Universal Freedom, Justice and Peace. You will revolutionize all the Physics and the entire tree of Sciences will keep no secrets for you. You will banned War from the face of the Civilization. You will Conquer Death at all levels. You will eradicated from the Nations the Organized Crime Societies, and all kind of Secret Societies. You will redeem Earth by your Love for the Creation of God and the Earth will enter in a New Youth because the Love of God for you.

But you will abide by the Law of Christ, which always will be superior to the Laws of Men and the Laws of the Nations. You will not expose your soul to perdition by challenging God to make an exception with you. He who commits crime is a criminal, no excuse, nor justification before the Law of Christ. Before men a criminal may excuse his crime in the Law of the State, National Security, and so forth. Before the Law of Christ there’s no justification, you may be a traitor to the State because you abiding by the Law of Christ, they will crucify you. Let them do it. The Duty of the sons of God is to abolish that exception by a State given to its Secret National Societies.

Come, call on the Lord, ask from Him Intelligence at His Image, this is the Century of the sons of God, born from Christ. You will be not deceived. The Day for the glory of the Freedom of the sons of God to lead the World to a New Age is dawned. Thanks God!

But you got to remember, and you will remember well this : The Devil is not your enemy. The Devil has not Power over you. Your Enemy is Death. Death will find you, and will tempt you with the challenge to God that I went through. And I went through because you, so you can stand your ground and when Death comes around to tempting you, your soul for the world, you will say "NO!". It will be not your Father in Heaven who will be asking you to do so, but Death. Hold your ground, sons of God. Don't ride the train to Hell. I did so because I had to, for your sake. You don't have to; and you will not get on that train. If you do, Death will conquer you, as the Devil was once a son of God, so you. Your Father will protect you and lead you straight to the Glory of the son of God in you. Death will try to drag you down into the Nightmare; you will hold your ground and will go to your Father to receive Force and Power to fight back Death.

Remember me in that Night and let my words be for you words of God in me for you. These words are written with blood, my blood, and my soul is witness of the horrors that I went through, for you to remember me when Death comes around looking for the most precious treasure to be taken, the soul of a son of God.

Me? I’m waiting for a new train.

DIARY OF A SON OF GOD