CRISTO RAUL'

 

THE JUDAS' KISS POEM

 

Let’s make poetry.

How many whores got to die before the Law knows there have been too many?

How many men got to go to jail before the Law knows there are too many whores?

How many Laws got to be erased before whores are not killed by men in jail?

The answer is written in your ass.

How many shits got a man go through before he says enough?

And how many cuts can a man take before he begins to pay back?

And how many times must a man offer the other cheek before he gets mad?

The answer is written in your ass.

And how many words can be wasted to reach the point of war to death?

And how many diplomats take to lead the Nations to a Third World War?

And how many millions cost the freedom of a nation in the eyes of the Global IV Reich?

The answer is written in your ass.

I see Horst and me swimming in the Red Sea.

As we followed the Canal of Suez down to Port Sudan we could not restraint our passion for the water.

“You good in swimming?” said he.

“Man, like a whale”.

He laughed and said “I swim like a shark. Come on”.

It was tricky. Not like the Dead Sea, where you can float like a balloon because the density of the waters, Red Sea is tricky because the mystery. The ghost of Moses’ Pharaoh is like an enigmatic hand reaching your feet. Every time my feet was touched by a creature of the sea I felt the creepy chill. I didn’t make it too far.

“Did you feel it?”

“Yeah. You, walking on the water like a coward”.

“ I wouldn't say so, too young to be a cow”.

“Come on, your skin still shaking”

“ You don’t believe in the story?”

“I don’t believe in God, remember?”

“Yeah, you told so. I do”

“So?”

“He’s there, man”

“You’re not serious”.

“Do I look like a clown to you? Really you don’t believe in angels?”

“What?”

“Your way of being alive. You don’t fell the Power of the Creation in the air?”

“Well, when my pocked is full of papers called money, yes, I feel God”

“Shut your stupid mouth. Youth means not stupidity”.

“I wonder why young most are”

“That’s not the point”

“Now you want to make a point”

“I make lines, Horst, not just point. I made phrases, I make pages, and I will make books. I can’t just make one point”

“And your today’s point is…?”

“That we are stupid”

“Shit! Here you come again. Can we have a dialogue without you killing it with a sentence? Give me your point”

“He is there, man. Someone got to dive to the bottom of his grave and bring him back to the surface. That will be a revolution”

“And who will be that hero?”

“I could be that man”

“Oh yeah, the sole idea of floating alone over the grave of your Pharaoh gives you the chill and you want to dive strait to the deep!”

“You got the money. You do it”

“I’m not an idiot”

“That’s my point. God got to do with idiots what the wise like you would not do because those things are things for idiots. Wise people are most interested in making and keeping the money”

“Right”

“Right? How old are you? You sound like a guy double your age”

“Stop this wandering from the Past to the Future, Raul. We have a long road ahead”.

That thought would not leave my head. One day, one day...!

The paysage was kind of science fiction. Time had not advanced at all over that Red Sea Coast. The tourists?, thanks God, sailing the Nile. The Red Sea was not under the pest of the XXTH Century, that plague destroying all the natural resources of the seas of the world : Tourism. However, there was a good reason for us driving alone that wonderful coastline, “Military zone”. They gave us the halt. There was no cause for argument. Back and forget about Port Sudan. Right? Two soldiers invaded the R4L and with their guns ordered us to keep on driving. Where? Hell, if we knew. We were following orders to gun-point. Where were they taking us? A long way down south, for sure. After four or five hours driving we arrived to a military headquarter. The curiosity was risen to the highest pitch among the soldiers and officials. The commandant of the place spoke broken English. “S0?”. After much questioning no answer was taken. We were not detained, not at all. We were free to move all around the place. They will tell us when we could leave. “What?”. The good thing about it was that they always smiled to us. No mater whatever they said, they said it with a smile in their faces. After the second day and no news on what we were doing there, we began to reflect back their laughing faces. The third day the mystery was unveiled. The Big Chief had to travel to Cairo, and from the Muslim’s Paradise two white angels had come down to Earth to drive the Big Chief to the City of the Pyramids. We could not stop laughing. Can you imagine an Army incapable of buying a car to the Big Chief? No wonder that the Israeli Army dismantled the entire coalition of Arabs in a matter of days! Why it took them so long! These guys had nor even money to buy a car for the Big Chief. Anyway, we were 19-20 years old, we had plenty future ahead, and shit happen!

I mean, how many shits you see ahead in your future when you are 19?

Take a look back. Think from your fifties the long road behind. Did you ever figure out the shit waiting for you here and there?

All right, I guess this is why we tend to be conservatives and move the less we can. Fear of the future pends upon our heads like a guillotine. If you move too much, soon or later you gonna have to deal with that, shit happen.

My point is, will you cast out Democracy because a party of thieves have taken over the Government? Will I send my Faith to hell because some priests use the confessionary to fuck kids, whores and even the Mother of God, if they could? Because a car wreck will I nor drive anymore?

Shit happen! You gotta deal with it, and keep on. When I step on a shit, I take off my shoes, clean the boot, get a shower, pay me a good meal, drink a bottle of good red wine, and forget about the shit. Man, the world is full of shit on two legs. So what? Will you jail your soul because a whore, two whores, three whores? Fuck them all. Dust to dust, dead to the dead! As the Spanish people say, to fall in trouble you just got to be alive; the dead means no shit.

Why this world is in the shit? Laws are made by the shit. The shit floats in the water. The shit goes up, the real people gets down. The water is full of shit. Don’t you smell the shit? Moscow is a nuclear shit; so Beijing. How long will it takes to Russia to suck the richness of the Federation and leave the nations under the tyrant yoke of Moscow in the bones, as happened to Eastern Europe? A long time, this is what you think? I bet my soul that we all will see the dissolution of that Russian Federation in less than two decades from now. Same talking about the Republic of China. China is a Republic? What an offense for the Republic of France and the Unites States, to be compared, though only in name, with that enormous Tyranny sucking the Freedom and the Nature of the Far East from the dawn of times. That Republic will disintegrate in the next two decades in dozens of nations and there will be none to carry that infamous name : China.

Is God a dreamer? Is God a Historian without Genius to write the History of the World according His Wisdom and Power? What? Do you know for how long has been the King of the Universe waiting this very Day? You don’t know that? Putin thinks that he is a god. He has a nuclear whip to hit the Freedom of the Nations with. What a shame, to allow the Russian godfather’s men to enter in the United Nation Building. What gust can have a man or woman who allows the Chinese tyrants touch the national soil?

How many shit have we still to swallow before we become One Nation, One World, One Man?

How many Tyrants have we still to suffer before the Human Race get free from the blood of Cain?

How many shameless people can we still to take for granted before we take the Power?

The answer? My ass

But if the advice of a poor man is worth a hearing, stay alive till the 2030 and we will speak again about Russia and China. Get out of drugs, give up smoking, cool down your drinking, wonderful times are coming, do you want to see it from a wheel chair or on your legs?

Yeah, I used to sleep my baby boy singing for him Blowin’ in the wind, you know?